Ok... here's the deal....

After much going back and forth about the 2 options, I finally decided at the last minute to stay put at where i am. Although the new option seems very attractive etc etc, but i'm just not ready for it i guess.

It's just that i'm not ready to give up everything i have now for something new. Although exciting and everything but, i fought very hard and went through a lot just to get to where i am now and it's not even one year. It's a pity for me if I were to give all that up now. I would like to give it a few more years before i try something new.  4 different environment in 2 years is A LOT. I'm tired and just want to stay back for a while. 

Although what i'm doing now, the project at the moment ...might be something not i like 100%, but still tolerable. We don't always get to work on projects we like 100% everytime. And now, the current project is changing for the better.I belive i'll get more exciting and fun projects in future. I'll make that happen and see to it that it becomes a reality. It all depands on me. We can change our environment. It all depands on us. :) 

Since i've made up my mind, will try my best to make things here look good. Change the 'poisonous' environment into a happy and nice one. I'm ready to swallow any bitter pill along the way if i have to. That, i'm prepared. :D 

This is also to remind me not to keep looking back and change my mind and be fickle minded and keep bothering others. hahahahah

Thanks to all that have supported me and guide me :)